the thing is, i think, is that we are all fighting off our nature that is unsatisfied and incomplete.

where can a college kid get some sleep around here?

me: do people tell you that you have good character?

bob: um…sure i guess they probably have…why

me: it just freaks me out.

bob: what do you mean?

me: just to think about my flaws when your aunt said i had good character.

bob: everyone has flaws.

me: well then what is character?

bob: someone who recognizes their flaws.

be entertained

me: is tebow on steroids?

bob: no HAH

(group laughter)

me: oh. ok…

joey: steroids ARE tebow

bob: it’s basically a chuck norris sort of thing.

there are days we will always remember. the ones that occur outwardly between ourselves then the ones that occur inwardly, the more secret, individually significant ones. both just as precious as the other. i want to be selfish and never share the secret ones with anyone. i live for those times. i will remember the secret moments for the rest of my life. they change your life forever and make you who you are.

i hope to God i am becoming a better person. how much more will it take until i am satisfied in my knowledge of life, and of living, and i am able to be at peace with myself and the world. or maybe just enough to still have the desire to change it.